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new file mode 100644
index 00000000..39aca037
--- /dev/null
+++ b/packages/find-process/.gitignore
@@ -0,0 +1,5 @@
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+npm-debug.log*
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new file mode 100644
index 00000000..89d64b45
--- /dev/null
+++ b/packages/find-process/Cargo.lock
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diff --git a/packages/find-process/Cargo.toml b/packages/find-process/Cargo.toml
new file mode 100644
index 00000000..2f5afb9d
--- /dev/null
+++ b/packages/find-process/Cargo.toml
@@ -0,0 +1,20 @@
+[package]
+name = "find-process"
+version = "0.0.1"
+authors = ["ck"]
+license = "ISC"
+edition = "2018"
+exclude = ["find-process.node"]
+
+[lib]
+crate-type = ["cdylib"]
+
+# See more keys and their definitions at https://doc.rust-lang.org/cargo/reference/manifest.html
+
+[dependencies]
+sysinfo = "0.30.5"
+
+[dependencies.neon]
+version = "0.10"
+default-features = false
+features = ["napi-6"]
\ No newline at end of file
diff --git a/packages/find-process/index.js b/packages/find-process/index.js
new file mode 100644
index 00000000..20575b1a
--- /dev/null
+++ b/packages/find-process/index.js
@@ -0,0 +1,3 @@
+const { process_by_name } = require('./find-process.node');
+
+module.exports = { process_by_name };
diff --git a/packages/find-process/package.json b/packages/find-process/package.json
new file mode 100644
index 00000000..c3895eb7
--- /dev/null
+++ b/packages/find-process/package.json
@@ -0,0 +1,20 @@
+{
+  "name": "@tosu/find-process",
+  "version": "0.0.1",
+  "description": "",
+  "main": "index.js",
+  "scripts": {
+    "build-artifact": "cargo-cp-artifact -nc find-process.node -- cargo build --message-format=json-render-diagnostics",
+    "build-debug": "npm run build --",
+    "build-release": "npm run build-artifact -- --release",
+    "prepare": "npm run build-release",
+    "build": "tsc",
+    "test": "cargo test"
+  },
+  "keywords": [],
+  "author": "cyperdark",
+  "license": "ISC",
+  "devDependencies": {
+    "cargo-cp-artifact": "^0.1"
+  }
+}
\ No newline at end of file
diff --git a/packages/find-process/src/lib.rs b/packages/find-process/src/lib.rs
new file mode 100644
index 00000000..0cbfe17e
--- /dev/null
+++ b/packages/find-process/src/lib.rs
@@ -0,0 +1,28 @@
+use neon::prelude::*;
+use sysinfo::System;
+
+fn process_by_name(mut cx: FunctionContext) -> JsResult<JsValue> {
+    let sys = System::new_all();
+    let process_name = cx.argument::<JsString>(0)?.value(&mut cx);
+    let obj = cx.empty_object();
+
+    for process in sys.processes_by_name(&process_name) {
+        let id = cx.number(process.pid().as_u32());
+        let name = cx.string(process.name().to_string());
+        let cmd = cx.string(process.cmd()[0].to_string());
+
+        let _ = obj.set(&mut cx, "pid", id);
+        let _ = obj.set(&mut cx, "name", name);
+        let _ = obj.set(&mut cx, "cmd", cmd);
+
+        return Ok(obj.upcast());
+    }
+
+    Ok(cx.null().upcast())
+}
+
+#[neon::main]
+fn main(mut cx: ModuleContext) -> NeonResult<()> {
+    cx.export_function("process_by_name", process_by_name)?;
+    Ok(())
+}
diff --git a/packages/tosu/package.json b/packages/tosu/package.json
index 783ec3b0..e872488c 100644
--- a/packages/tosu/package.json
+++ b/packages/tosu/package.json
@@ -15,10 +15,12 @@
         "@fastify/static": "^6.12.0",
         "@fastify/websocket": "^8.3.0",
         "@kotrikd/rosu-pp": "^0.10.0",
+        "@tosu/common": "workspace:*",
+        "@tosu/find-process": "workspace:*",
+        "@tosu/updater": "workspace:*",
         "@types/ws": "^8.5.10",
         "@vercel/ncc": "^0.38.1",
         "fastify": "^4.25.1",
-        "find-process": "^1.4.7",
         "game-overlay": "workspace:*",
         "genversion": "^3.1.1",
         "osu-catch-stable": "^4.0.0",
diff --git a/packages/tosu/src/objects/instanceManager/instanceManager.ts b/packages/tosu/src/objects/instanceManager/instanceManager.ts
index efc0b0f5..567b627e 100644
--- a/packages/tosu/src/objects/instanceManager/instanceManager.ts
+++ b/packages/tosu/src/objects/instanceManager/instanceManager.ts
@@ -1,5 +1,5 @@
 import { sleep } from '@tosu/common';
-import findProcess from 'find-process';
+import { process_by_name } from '@tosu/find-process';
 
 import { OsuInstance } from './osuInstance';
 
@@ -23,33 +23,36 @@ export class InstanceManager {
         delete this.osuInstances[pid];
     }
 
+    private lookupProcess() {
+        const osuProcess = process_by_name('osu!.exe');
+        if (osuProcess == null || osuProcess?.pid == null) {
+            return null;
+        }
+
+        if (osuProcess.pid in this.osuInstances) {
+            return 'old';
+        }
+
+        const osuInstance = new OsuInstance(osuProcess.pid);
+        if (osuProcess.cmd.includes('-spectateclient')) {
+            osuInstance.setIsTourneySpectator(true);
+        }
+
+        osuInstance.emitter.on('onDestroy', this.onProcessDestroy.bind(this));
+        osuInstance.emitter.on(
+            'onResolveFailed',
+            this.onProcessDestroy.bind(this)
+        );
+
+        this.osuInstances[osuProcess.pid] = osuInstance;
+        osuInstance.start();
+
+        return osuProcess.pid;
+    }
+
     async runWatcher() {
         while (true) {
-            const osuProcesses = await findProcess('name', OSU_REGEX);
-            for (const process of osuProcesses) {
-                if (process.pid in this.osuInstances) {
-                    // dont deploy not needed instances
-                    continue;
-                }
-
-                const osuInstance = new OsuInstance(process.pid);
-                if (process.cmd.includes('-spectateclient')) {
-                    osuInstance.setIsTourneySpectator(true);
-                }
-
-                osuInstance.emitter.on(
-                    'onDestroy',
-                    this.onProcessDestroy.bind(this)
-                );
-                osuInstance.emitter.on(
-                    'onResolveFailed',
-                    this.onProcessDestroy.bind(this)
-                );
-
-                this.osuInstances[process.pid] = osuInstance;
-                osuInstance.start();
-            }
-
+            this.lookupProcess();
             await sleep(5000);
         }
     }
diff --git a/pnpm-lock.yaml b/pnpm-lock.yaml
index e4680adb..4f048d8c 100644
--- a/pnpm-lock.yaml
+++ b/pnpm-lock.yaml
@@ -43,6 +43,12 @@ importers:
         specifier: ^3.8.2
         version: 3.11.0
 
+  packages/find-process:
+    devDependencies:
+      cargo-cp-artifact:
+        specifier: ^0.1
+        version: 0.1.8
+
   packages/gameOverlay:
     dependencies:
       '@tosu/common':
@@ -72,6 +78,9 @@ importers:
       '@tosu/common':
         specifier: workspace:*
         version: link:../common
+      '@tosu/find-process':
+        specifier: workspace:*
+        version: link:../find-process
       '@tosu/updater':
         specifier: workspace:*
         version: link:../updater
@@ -84,9 +93,6 @@ importers:
       fastify:
         specifier: ^4.25.1
         version: 4.25.1
-      find-process:
-        specifier: ^1.4.7
-        version: 1.4.7
       game-overlay:
         specifier: workspace:*
         version: link:../gameOverlay
@@ -1585,17 +1591,6 @@ packages:
       parents: 1.0.1
     dev: false
 
-  /find-process@1.4.7:
-    resolution: {integrity: sha512-/U4CYp1214Xrp3u3Fqr9yNynUrr5Le4y0SsJh2lMDDSbpwYSz3M2SMWQC+wqcx79cN8PQtHQIL8KnuY9M66fdg==}
-    hasBin: true
-    dependencies:
-      chalk: 4.1.2
-      commander: 5.1.0
-      debug: 4.3.4
-    transitivePeerDependencies:
-      - supports-color
-    dev: false
-
   /find-up@2.1.0:
     resolution: {integrity: sha512-NWzkk0jSJtTt08+FBFMvXoeZnOJD+jTtsRmBYbAIzJdX6l7dLgR7CTubCM5/eDdPUBvLCeVasP1brfVR/9/EZQ==}
     engines: {node: '>=4'}